Hello there! I am back. Back to The Pitter-Patter. Back to blogging about TTCing, POASing, BFNs and the no-baby-yet blues. All done with endless hope and buckets of tears. Ahh I have missed it. Not the tears. But the writing. And I have really missed you.
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If there is any big news that you think I just HAVE to know please drop me a comment with the link to your blog post that I missed. I have just been away too long...Thank you!
So for my update: Well there is no baby news. No surprise there. In fact if there was any baby news it would be a very holy miracle, if you catch my drift. Not only have I been working so hard that I had no time to blog, I also had no time for Mr. T. Poor poor neglected Mr. T. Well don't feel too sorry for him - he is currently in the dog house (see above picture). I'll get back to that in a moment.
So the craziness of work is over. No more coming home after midnight day after day. I can finally have my life back! I can see friends, go out for lunch, have a lie-in, go to yoga, blog (!) and just do normal life things again. Like getting back into that TTC rhythm - though the fact that all that TTC chaos seems normal to me is quite depressing. It was really nice to forget all about trying to have a baby, to forget about timed sex, IUIs and pregnancy tests. To just be me without all that. But. As soon as my event was finished and my life started to adjust back to normal, I felt empty again and realized that another month had gone by and this time there was not even a slim chance of a BFP.
This leads me to this month and Mr.T's current residence in the dog house. You see we had planned a week of relaxation. A week to just be with each other. A week that we both really needed. And it just happened to be over ovulation time too! Yay! But. Mr. T messed up. Big time. I won't share his mistake with you all but needless to say he is apologizing and having to pull out the big apology guns and the I-really-messed-up-with-my-wife gifts: chocolates, flowers, candle-lit bubble baths, dinners, breakfast in bed... he's getting there. However there was no way any bedroom fun was going to take place so this month's TTCing never happened. Which basically means no baby hopes for us anytime soon. Sigh. Big annoying frustrating sigh.
On to some slightly bizarre news... While dealing with the no-baby-hopes, I have been having a strong urge to knit. I can't knit. I have no idea how to knit. But I have a feeling that knitting is going to help me deal with my IF. I don't know why or how, but it's a gut feeling I have so I think I am going to give it a try. I'll let you know how it goes. And don't worry I won't be handing out any of my knitted experiments as Christmas gifts.
Hmmm... it's good to be back. There is so much more I need to share with you! Be back soon.
