I hate this time. I feel AF coming but I need to pretend that there is still a chance. So I convince myself that until the unwelcome visitor shows there is still hope. But. AF always comes and this time is probably no different.
Ugh. I feel blah and blurgh and mleurh. Wish things could be different. Wish it would just happen for us. Yes I have no patience anymore. After this cycle it will be two years. Two years of trying. I'm all out of patience.
